Well apparently I was right to not get my hopes up because my weight is also up..163. That is .8 up.
I guess even though TOM is over and I ate the ice cream 3 days ago, the scale still isnt cooperating. I was really hoping with all my heart that the scale was being a pain in the ass because of TOM. Apparently that was too much to wish for.
Im disapointed as well because I know I wont make my goal by my birthday. That would mean I would have to lose a pound a week, and at the rate Im going at, that will not happen. There is a part of me that is hoping that ice cream is still sticking around and causing the scale to be up, but I have a sinking feeling that isnt the truth.
Part of me is just angry at this point. Angry that people can drop 3 pounds like that. Angry that they can overeat and still lose. Jealous is probably more like it. I know, I was one of those people. I could have a huge loss or could go out to dinner and show a loss on the scale the next day. Im really just angry at my self, because I know what I am capable of and its just not happening.