and no..I am not talking about my weight, even though I am down 1.2 since Wed to 172.4, which makes 35 pounds lost.
No I am talking about my job. I am probably going to lose it. Today was probably the worst day I have had in my life thus far. I thought yesterday was bad...oh that was just the opening act for today. Today was a completely different issue.
For starters, I thought it was going to be a good day. I decided to work from home to avoid the snow and felt very relaxed waking up a few hours later and being able to be alone without any distractions. But to cut to the chase, I found out that the survey I am running stopped collecting data yesterday morning. Since then, over 1600 people have tried to access the survey, and none of their responses were being collected.
This is the biggest project that my team has. If we lose this project, there is no need for my team, and probably for me as well. While I am not sure what I did, apparently there is something that I did that caused a chain of events to occur in our system, and that is what made the survey fail to collect data. So I am responsible.
I had to sit in on the call my supervisor had with the client. I thought I was going to throw up. She was so pissed. She said she would not use us again.
Right now I dont care about the weight I lost. I dont even care that I have been working for 12 hour straight now. All I care about is how this is going to affect my job and my place at this company. How can I enjoy myself this weekend? How can I enjoy anything?