Well I am up .6 since Friday. Not really sure why I am because I did stick to plan yesterday at the superbowl party. I went and there really were not many healthy choices, but I think I did well. I ate beforehand, and then while I was there, I had half a beef sandwich, some carrots, and 1 glass of wine. Not bad considering all of the food that was there: tacos, dips, popcorn, chips and salsa, a keg, meatballs, and a whole dessert table complete with cupcakes and brownies,etc. So I did well and felt good about the decisions I made. Possibly the beef is what is making my weight go up because it takes longer to pass through the system, but I guess we will see where I am at on Wed. Regardless of the scale, I did well I think.
My social experiment didnt go so well in that I really thought now that I have lost weight, a lot of these people would be friendlier to me. But no, that didnt happen. Like 4 people out of 30 people (most of whom I know), said something to me. All of the other girls ignored me and I spent most of the time on the couch with my boyfriend. Not the most fun I have ever had. Especially not when we left to find another 5 inches (in addition to the 10 that had already hit us on Friday) of snow on the ground. Took me an hour to get home.
Today at work was ok...we had a company meeting where they addressed the situation that happened to me and the room was completely silent. The consensus is that I did something..but something that shouldnt have happened if our system was working properly. So its not really my fault in that what I was doing shouldnt have resulted in this occuring, however it is my project and my responsibility. The president of the company was PISSED. He made me feel like shit. At that point, I had a feeling I may be fired. Nothing yet, but I wont get too comfortable. Even though the girl in charge of project managers as well as the senior programmer all agree that its not something that I could have controlled at all. It just sucks to walk around the office with everyone knowing that this happened to me and just staring at me.
So overall my mood is still pretty depressed but Im hanging in there. A loss would have been nice to see, but its not the end of the world. I had a great NSV yesterday (which I will share tomorrow for the Healthy You Challenge) and Im feeling good about that. I guess you will have to wait and see what it is :)