wow I had a SHITTY day. sorry for those that dont like swear words, but those are the about the best words that I can type right now. normally I dont talk about work, but to make a long story short, a senior consultant (who is not my supervisor by the way) had been bossing me around all week, treating me like her slave. today it just got to the pt where it was getting ridiculous and interfering with my own work. then a coworker has me listen to a message that this consultant left on her voicemail about me, in which she called the data I was giving her "crappy", and that I wouldnt pick up my "friggin" phone. This coming from someone who is supposedly a professional. And here she is saying things to people who should not be involved, about things that are not true. I did not give her incorrect data, and I went to lunch. god forbid I left for lunch for an hour to celebrate a coworkers birthday. This too, on the one day in like months I have left my desk for lunch. So basically she needs to try to ruin my reputation and that really upsets me. I started to cry, which is something I have NEVER done at work. I went and told the person in charge of all the project managers, and I know she will take care of it. I guess when she heard the message, she was very upset that this consultant could talk like that.
so I did my best to not eat the chocolate cupcakes that sat around at work when I really wanted to. I am not in the best mood, but I can say that I am glad that after going out for lunch today, I maintained my weight since Monday. So that is definitely a good thing. Sure, a loss would have been better, but I was afraid after my lunch out, that I would be up. TOM also decided to show its face today (go figure, on the worst day ever) so I am sure that is contributing as well to the maintenance. at this pt, I dont care.
So I am sitting at 173.6 and that is down 2.4 since last Wed. Not too shabby. I managed to go out to lunch and make positive choices (spinach egg white omlette and strawberries). So that is at least one positive thing I can take from the day.