I am a horrible blogger and feel so bad that I just up and left, and stopped reading anything in my google reader. I cant complain - life is good and I am enjoying being married and doing well at my job. In terms of my weight and health, i couldnt be doing better. I am currently maintaining 143 pounds, exercise 5 days a week, and ran my first 5k back in September. I guess with my priorities lying elsewhere, I just didnt have time to devote to writing or reading. I really appreciate all of the support I had along the way of my journey and I still care about those that were there for me and wish everyone well. Hopefully one of these days I have time to come back and devote more time and be a better supporter!
Setting Her Free
"What lies before us and what lies beyond us is tiny compared to what lies within us." (Oliver Wendell Holmes)
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Slacker
Yes I have been slacking off again with this blog. I was SO ready to jump back into blogging but I guess my life hasnt really settled down much after the wedding as I thought it would. I was traveling for work, and then it was Thanksgiving, and so the story goes.
For a while there with the traveling, my weight was not going in the direction I wanted. I think I got back up to 147.8 and had a mild freak out because I havent been over 145 in months. But I calmed myself down and realized it was lack of exercise and proper food that was the cause, and I was glad to see I was back down to 145.8 this past week. Still a bit higher than I would like, but I had two Thanksgiving meals (one with family, one with friends), so after that I couldnt really expect to be back down to 144. Even with the 3 pound gain, it was messing with my mind. Suddenly I felt really fat and gross, and we went to a party last weekend where I felt like the fattest person in the room. Its not that I want to continue to lose any more weight - I think my fear is gaining weight and gaining it all back, even after 2 years of losing and maintaining. Even the littlest gain makes me worry. I hate feeling this way but I also feel like I need to be on top of this so that if I do see a gain, I find out why and what I can do so that it doesnt continue to be gain after gain. I am just worried about that feeling of helplessness of gains that I cant control. Yes even this long being away from 226 I still have these fears.
That is really all that is on my mind right now. Here are some profession
al wedding pics to enjoy:
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